I am quite the
slacker when it comes to these bumpdates aren’t I? Well in my defense it’s
summer and… I’m pregnant. I don’t move quickly and any spare time I have is
spent mentally napping (if not actually napping for real). I am also swamped at
work. SO BUSY. And I am starting to panic about everything I want to accomplish
before I go on maternity leave. Which is also making me panic! As a Canadian I
am incredibly fortunate to get a year for maternity leave but the thought of
leaving my job for a whole year scares the crap out of me. Everything will
change. And then there is the underlying fear that they will like my
replacement more than me… undoubtedly it will be someone younger with fresh new
ideas and what if they come in here and wow my whole department?? I know I that
legally they have to give my job back but what if I come back and everyone is
sad because Awesome Maternity Cover Chick had to leave?
Yes people, this is just an example of the craziness
happening in my brain right now.
Ok let’s get to the reason we’re actually here k?
Super classy work bathroom selfie because you know, actually dressed and hair brushed (I even have make-up on!) |
Size
of Baby: Cauliflower. That's
big.
Gender: Baby P is a GIRL!
Symptoms: Tired and foggy. Baby brain is a constant
in my life. I should count my blessings that I’m not having some of the
issues I have heard other women are pagued with so for that I will take the
exhaustion. The limited caffeine is hard but I am surviving.
Stretch
marks: This belly of mine is
holding its own! And by that I mean nothing hideous yet.
Sleep: Still so good at this. Must be the
snoogle,
I can’t recommend it enough. Or I’m just so exhausted nothing can keep me
awake. Whatever works.
Husband: Getting excited to paint the nursery! We
are looking at paint colours this weekend and it's so sweet to watch him plan
out everything.
Belly
Button: In and staying there for
a while
Movement: The dog woke me up last night around 2:45am
to let him out and when I laid back down the babe was wide awake and having
soccer practice. Not hard enough to hurt but it was too much to fall asleep so
I put my hand on my stomach to see if I could feel it (because if I have to be
awake then obviously my husband has to be as well) and she stopped. So I went
back to sleep.
Hubby
still hasn't felt her and am hoping he will be able to soon.
Cravings: still
mid-afternoon chocolate and carbs. I am satisfying one with dark chocolate or
chocolate and the other one I am trying to resist for reasons that will become
clearer below.
Maternity
Clothes: I have been rocking my
H&M maternity dresses this week – my momma spoiled me!
Best
Part of The Week: this weekend it rained (poured!)
and it felt so good to put on comfy clothes and snuggle up on the couch. I may
or may not have fallen asleep and snored through the movie we were watching. Ok
I totally did and it was awesome.
Worst
Part of the Week: I failed my initial
glucose test. This actually hit me really hard even though I knew it was quite
likely. I am going for the tour one tomorrow morning after fasting for 10 hours
and don’t feel very good about the outcome <insert
sad with single tear emoji here>
Missing
Most: It’s summer – I miss booze.
All the booze. Ciders, wine, tequila cocktails.
Looking
Forward To: the nursery furniture
arriving! We finally settled on a crib and change table and ordered them on
Friday!!
My husband still hasn't felt our little girl move either, but I feel her all the time! We have a couple of stubborn little girls on our hands! Also, I'm INCREDIBLY jealous of your year long maternity leave. The US seriously needs to step up its game in this department. There is nothing requiring a company to give you maternity leave here, so if you take time off a lot of companies (like mine) require you to use your vacation and sick time and take the remaining time unpaid. Most women take anywhere from 6-12 weeks off work, and that is definitely not enough time at home with a little bitty baby!
ReplyDeleteI love that we have a full year for mat leave here in Canada! I started my current job covering a mat leave and then they hired me permanently because a position opened up. Don't worry about coming back after a year. I'm sure your department will miss you!
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